A Psalm of David, when he was in the wilderness of Judah.
1 O God, you are my God; earnestly I seek you;
my soul thirsts for you;
my flesh faints for you,
as in a dry and weary land where there is no water.
2 So I have looked upon you in the sanctuary,
beholding your power and glory.
3 Because your steadfast love is better than life,
my lips will praise you.
4 So I will bless you as long as I live;
in your name I will lift up my hands.
5 My soul will be satisfied as with fat and rich food,
and my mouth will praise you with joyful lips,
6 when I remember you upon my bed,
and meditate on you in the watches of the night;
7 for you have been my help,
and in the shadow of your wings I will sing for joy.
8 My soul clings to you;
your right hand upholds me.
9 But those who seek to destroy my life
shall go down into the depths of the earth;
10 they shall be given over to the power of the sword;
they shall be a portion for jackals.
11 But the king shall rejoice in God;
all who swear by him shall exult,
for the mouths of liars will be stopped. – Psalm 63:1-11 ESV
David found himself going through another difficult “wilderness” experience that left him unable to access the Tabernacle and the ark of the covenant. The details of his predicament are not provided, but it is clear that he is longing to return to Jerusalem so he can worship God properly through the offering of sacrifices. Feeling isolated and alone, David describes his intense desire to experience God’s presence once again.
O God, you are my God;
I earnestly search for you.
My soul thirsts for you;
my whole body longs for you
in this parched and weary land
where there is no water. – Psalm 63:1 NLT
David was experiencing an intense sense of deprivation that impacted every area of his life. He felt like a man who had been deprived of water and was dying of thirst, but his need was spiritual, not physical. His soul was suffering from a lack of nourishment, and he could only satiate his longing for fellowship by reminiscing on his past encounters with God.
I have seen you in your sanctuary
and gazed upon your power and glory.
Your unfailing love is better than life itself;
how I praise you! – Psalm 63:2-3 NLT
David’s adverse circumstances only enhanced his longing for God and rekindled his desire to praise God for His goodness and greatness.
I will praise you as long as I live,
lifting up my hands to you in prayer.
You satisfy me more than the richest feast.
I will praise you with songs of joy. – Psalm 63:4-5 NLT
As David endured the spiritual deprivations that accompanied his dark night of the soul, he didn’t wallow in self-pity. Instead, he focused his mind on the faithfulness of God.
I lie awake thinking of you,
meditating on you through the night.
Because you are my helper,
I sing for joy in the shadow of your wings.
I cling to you;
your strong right hand holds me securely. – Psalm 63:6-8 NLT
When all looked lost, David disciplined his mind to think about God's reliability. Throughout his life, he had discovered the reality of God’s dependability and sovereignty. Time and time again, the LORD had shown up in the most difficult circumstances, providing David with inexplicable victories and undeniable proof of His power and presence. David had learned that no problem was too big for God. That is why he could boldly state, “Those plotting to destroy me will come to ruin. They will go down into the depths of the earth. They will die by the sword and become the food of jackals” (Psalm 63:9-10 NLT).
This rather dark portrayal of his enemies’ fate is actually a statement of faith in God’s sovereign power and sense of justice. David knew he could trust God to do the just and right thing. The wilderness moments of life would come and go. Enemies would appear when you least expected them. Trials would show up at all the wrong times. Feelings of isolation and loneliness would sap the joy from life and leave an insatiable spiritual thirst. But David was determined to keep praising God.
The king will rejoice in God.
All who swear to tell the truth will praise him,
while liars will be silenced. – Psalm 63:11 NLT
Verse 6 reveals what set David apart from others. It is part of the reason he is described as a man after God's own heart. He boldly confesses, “I lie awake at night thinking of you, meditating on you through the night” (Psalm 63:6 NLT). Rather than fixating on his problems and lying awake all night, stressing out over his circumstances, David focused his mind on God. He filled his sleepless hours with thoughts about the One who was greater than his biggest problem and stronger than his fiercest enemy.
I wish I could say the statement in the above verse was true of me. But I rarely find myself lying in bed meditating or thinking about God. My sleepless hours tend to be spent focusing on everything I need God to do for me, but that is not the same. I often find myself demanding that God explain my less-than-enjoyable circumstances and give me a timeline for when He will do something about it. But David seems to be saying something completely different. Like a child lying awake in bed on Christmas Eve, anticipating the morning's joys, David finds himself immersed in the greatness and goodness of God Himself.
He says, “My soul thirsts for you, my whole body longs for you in this parched and weary land where there is no water” (Psalm 63:1 NLT). David is in the midst of trying times, living in wilderness environment, both literally and figuratively. He is miles from the Tabernacle and far from the presence of his own people. Even though he was surrounded by those who had aligned themselves with his cause, David still struggled with feeling alone and isolated. So he stayed up at night thinking about God’s power, glory, unfailing love, protection, mercy, and ultimate salvation. Even amid difficulty, David could sing about the goodness of God. He focused his attention on God instead of his circumstances. He determined to dwell on God’s character rather than worrying about the cares of the day.
David’s life was anything but easy, as Psalm 63 clearly illustrates. He still had enemies and was forced to deal with unpleasant and unexpected circumstances. He had reasons to worry, doubt, fear, and despair. But rather than let his attention focus on his problems, He set His mind on God. This is the same advice Paul gave the church in Colossae.
Since you have been raised to new life with Christ, set your sights on the realities of heaven, where Christ sits in the place of honor at God’s right hand. Think about the things of heaven, not the things of earth. For you died to this life, and your real life is hidden with Christ in God. And when Christ, who is your life, is revealed to the whole world, you will share in all his glory. – Colossians 3:1-4 NLT
Paul gave similar counsel to the church in Philippi.
Fix your thoughts on what is true, and honorable, and right, and pure, and lovely, and admirable. Think about things that are excellent and worthy of praise. – Philippians 4:8 NLT
Reflecting on the nature and character of God is the best way to get our minds off the worries of this world. Suffering should drive us to the One who can relieve it. Difficulty should motivate us to turn to the One who can do something about it. Trials should encourage us to turn to the One who can perfect us through them. Rather than lying awake at night worrying, wouldn’t it make more sense to spend our time worshiping the One who has proven Himself trustworthy, faithful, and loving?
Father, thank You for this timely reminder. Help me to cultivate a habit of thinking about You instead of my problems. Teach me to focus my attention on Your goodness and greatness rather than the difficulties in my life. Forgive me for the many times I have lied awake at night worrying over things that unworthy of my attention and no match for Your matchless power. I tend to turn problems into idols, sacrificing my time and attention to them rather than You. Show me how to keep you enthroned on the throne of my mind so you can rule in realm of my heart. Amen
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