7 Look at what is before your eyes. If anyone is confident that he is Christ's, let him remind himself that just as he is Christ's, so also are we. 8 For even if I boast a little too much of our authority, which the Lord gave for building you up and not for destroying you, I will not be ashamed. 9 I do not want to appear to be frightening you with my letters. 10 For they say, “His letters are weighty and strong, but his bodily presence is weak, and his speech of no account.” 11 Let such a person understand that what we say by letter when absent, we do when present. 12 Not that we dare to classify or compare ourselves with some of those who are commending themselves. But when they measure themselves by one another and compare themselves with one another, they are without understanding. – 2 Corinthians 10:7-12 ESV
Paul had his critics. They seemed to dog his steps and show up wherever he went, and Corinth was no exception. For whatever reason, Paul was always having to defend his apostleship. It seems that his critics constantly tried to discredit Paul by questioning his claim to be an apostle of Jesus. Paul was fully aware that his commissioning by the resurrected Christ on the road to Damascus was far from conventional. He was not one of the original disciples, and, unlike John, James, Peter, and the others, Jesus had not hand-picked Paul at the beginning of His earthly ministry. Nor had Paul spent three years serving as a disciple of the Messiah or been present on the day of Pentecost when the Holy Spirit descended upon the disciples.
Paul realized that his calling had been radically different, but no less real. He had met the resurrected Jesus on the road to Damascus, who declared to him, “Saul is my chosen instrument to take my message to the Gentiles and to kings, as well as to the people of Israel” (Acts 9:15b NLT).
But while his apostolic authority was the primary point of objection for his critics, Paul also faced attacks on a variety of other fronts. In a desperate attempt to undermine Paul’s influence among the Corinthians, his opponents even accused Paul of being weak. They painted him as a powerless imposter who hid behind his pen, writing scathing, authoritative-sounding letters full of demands and commands. But in person, he proved to be a disappointment, challenged by physical weakness and less-than-impressive rhetorical skills. According to their view, Paul was a mouse masquerading as a lion; the only thing less impressive than his oratory skills was his physical stature.
Rather than trying to refute their accusations, Paul agreed with them. In his first letter to the Corinthians, Paul admitted, “When I first came to you, dear brothers and sisters, I didn’t use lofty words and impressive wisdom to tell you God’s secret plan” (1 Corinthians 2:1 NLT). He went on to explain, “I came to you in weakness—timid and trembling. And my message and my preaching were very plain. Rather than using clever and persuasive speeches, I relied only on the power of the Holy Spirit. I did this so you would trust not in human wisdom but in the power of God” (1 Corinthians 2:3-5 NLT). Paul would go on to confess, “I am the least of all the apostles. In fact, I’m not even worthy to be called an apostle after the way I persecuted God’s church” (1 Corinthians 15:9 NLT). Paul referred to himself as “the least of all the saints” (Ephesians 3:8) and the worst of all sinners (1 Timothy 1:16).
So, Paul wholeheartedly agreed with his critics’ assessment of his weakness. Just a few chapters later in this same letter, Paul eagerly and proudly exclaims, “I take pleasure in my weaknesses, and in the insults, hardships, persecutions, and troubles that I suffer for Christ. For when I am weak, then I am strong.” (2 Corinthians 12:10 NLT). Rather than considering his weakness as a negative, he viewed it as a positive characteristic that forced him to rely upon God’s power instead of his own. His weaknesses did not negate his authority; they confirmed it. He refused to allow his critics to undermine his authority simply because they were unimpressed with his presence. He was God’s representative, ordained by the resurrected Jesus and commissioned to build up the body of Christ.
As is almost always the case in a dispute over authority, there was someone in Corinth who also claimed to be speaking for Christ. That is what led Paul to say, “If anyone is confident that he belongs to Christ, he should reflect on this again: Just as he himself belongs to Christ, so too do we.” (2 Corinthians 10:7 NLT). This individual had painted Paul as a weakling whose bold, in-your-face letters were a cover-up for his far-from-impressive persona. He suggested that Paul spent so much time away because he knew his letters were more effective than his physical presence. But Paul refuted this accusation, declaring, “Let such a person consider this: What we say by letters when we are absent, we also are in actions when we are present.” (2 Corinthians 10:11 NLT).
Paul was not going to get into a war of words or attempt to defend his ministry based on outward appearances or physical attributes. In fact, he told the Corinthians, “Oh, don’t worry; we wouldn’t dare say that we are as wonderful as these other men who tell you how important they are! But they are only comparing themselves with each other, using themselves as the standard of measurement. How ignorant!” (2 Corinthians 10:12 NLT). For Paul, the message was all that really mattered. He saw himself as nothing more than an unworthy vessel through which God poured out the blessing of the gospel upon the undeserving and those in need of mercy. Paul had already told the Corinthians that the gospel message was not about him.
You see, we don’t go around preaching about ourselves. We preach that Jesus Christ is Lord, and we ourselves are your servants for Jesus’ sake. For God, who said, “Let there be light in the darkness,” has made this light shine in our hearts so we could know the glory of God that is seen in the face of Jesus Christ.
We now have this light shining in our hearts, but we ourselves are like fragile clay jars containing this great treasure. This makes it clear that our great power is from God, not from ourselves. – 2 Corinthians 4:5-7 NLT
Fragile clay jars. Cheap household pottery. It wasn’t the receptacle that was meant to impress, but the contents contained within it. Paul never intended to overwhelm people with his power, presence, or eloquence. He simply wanted to be faithful to his calling and allow the power of God to flow through him.
For I decided that while I was with you I would forget everything except Jesus Christ, the one who was crucified. I came to you in weakness—timid and trembling. And my message and my preaching were very plain. Rather than using clever and persuasive speeches, I relied only on the power of the Holy Spirit. I did this so you would trust not in human wisdom but in the power of God. – 1 Corinthians 2:2-5 NLT
Father, we tend to make more of the container than we do the content. We can easily become impressed with the speaker and lose sight of the message he is supposed to be sharing. We put a high value on rhetorical skills and outward appearance. But, as You said to Samuel, “The Lord doesn’t see things the way you see them. People judge by outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart” (1 Samuel 16:7 NLT). It seems clear that Paul was a far-from-impressive speciman of a man. He wasn’t good looking, naturally charismatic, or a verbal wordsmith. Yet, You used him to spread the good news concerning Jesus to the ends of the earth. Your strength was made evident in his weakness. Your power was displayed through his glaring insufficiencies. That is how You work. You use the unimpressive to accomplish the impossible. You use the weak to perform wonders. You choose the undeserving to do the unimaginable. As Paul wrote to the Corinthians, “Remember, dear brothers and sisters, that few of you were wise in the world’s eyes or powerful or wealthy when God called you. Instead, God chose things the world considers foolish in order to shame those who think they are wise. And he chose things that are powerless to shame those who are powerful. God chose things despised by the world, things counted as nothing at all, and used them to bring to nothing what the world considers important. As a result, no one can ever boast in the presence of God” (1 Corinthians 1:26-29 NLT). And to that, I say, “Amen!”
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